Slayed

Slayed

I feel as if you never loved me,
I feel as if you never cared for me.
I feel as if the world stopped spinning,
I feel as if you broke my heart.

You did break it,
and for now it needs time to heal.
For only a few moments,
And then the healing has to start.

I wanted to be slayed,
I wanted to be hated.
I wanted to be apart,
I wanted to be alone.

Still in the darkness you are no longer there,
Still in my home, you have left no token.
Not a single evidence as if you where there,
Not a single memory will evade my mind.

You have slayed me,
You have hated me.
You have torn me apart,
You have left me alone.

No more tears will flow,
I feel so left alone.
But I understand how you feel,
I understand your needs better than you do yourself.