Mistake or Heartbreak

WHAA - I am so confused. I can't even think about what I have done. I know I've gotten my hopes up - and I'm going to get my heart broken. But there is a part of me - that believes it can still be. It might be the one thing I have not tried. I just need to swallow my frustration and pray to the gods that it will end well. And not as the last time.