woensdag 6 juli 2011

Keeping a diary

Hello readers,

I am thinking to keep up a diary. So I can write down all the secrets I can't share with you.. But I'm still figuring some things out.. Like, a name for my Diary (I name almost everything) and a form. I was thinking to do it on my laptop and then print it out every month or weak - if the paper get's to much, then put it in a book. Much to figure out, to little time...

Love,

Aledawn

maandag 4 juli 2011

Changes

My life has changed. Not only did I had a fight with my "ex-"boyfriend, I got a new tattoo and I'm on medication. First things first, the fight - the big one.


On Friday night, I called him. He could not come, could not talk and had to much on his mind to be involved with me. I gave him a choice: Love me or Leave me. He said he wanted to think about it, but I figured he left me. I figured this, since it's Monday and he still did not call. I'm afraid to call, no, not afraid. Stubborn. I won't call him, it his choice. 


Second: I got a new tattoo, it's a star on my right wrist, more on the right side - it's not really centered. But I love it. 


And third; I'm on my old medication, which makes me sleep the entire night - it should help with the depressions :). We'll figure it out.