How to decide what to put on your iPod

I cannot decide what the hell I should place on my iPod. I have like 12 gb of music on my laptop and just an 8 gb iPod. So it's pretty anoying to decide what to put on and what to leave of. Darn..

Well i'll figure it out.

bye for now,

Aledawn

Sunday - boring sunday

So today is a sunday. I disliked sundays allot. But at this point I can see the pro's of a quite sunday. All the stores are closed here at this point and there is nothing much to do then watch some television or read a good book. Cleaning the house (well that might me forced) and making a good diner. Also, today is fathersday. But I visited my dad yesterday. All and all this will be a silent good sunday. The first sunday I am totally alone (exept the dog) which is nice. And i'm currently going to listen to the 9th audiobook of the Sookie Stackhouse novels. "Dead and Gone" thought i'd give it some credit. Charlaine, may you ever read this, good work girl! I have enjoyed every Sookie novel there is (Well exept the 9th and 10th and the ones that have not been published jet. Because I did not read/listen to it yet.) This includeds my message for my boring sunday.

Mood: Happy, Broken, Bored
Currentaudiobook: Sookie Stackhouse Novels - Dead and Gone by Charlaine Harris.


Bye - for now,

Aledawn

p.s.

For all the fathers out there who where good for their children;

Happy Fathersday - You decerive one.

Ghost of my soul - Banner for poetry

Banner for poems

So this is something new I was working on as a matter of 'fact'. This is the banner of the un-offical unreleased poetrybundle I am currently working on. It will contain a number of poems wrote by me. Maybe I will decide to release them.. If any publisher is interested. That is why I will not post any content on here for a while. So everyone who is curious to it will have to wait.

Bye for now,

Aledawn

Happiness and Loneliness.

So - I passed the last test for my school. This means I will get my Diploma on the 6th of july. So in that roll of thought I am really happy. But on the other roll of thoughts i'm quite un-happy, not for any mortal reason. I have everything I want. But still I feel like i'm being sucked up by loneliness and depression. But nothing much I can do.

I was thinking about writing a new story again, but the inspiration is held dry. So no new stories for me.

Almost forgot; I bought a few new books on Ebay and the first season of True Blood on DVD. Still waiting for three books and the DVD. Allready got five of them. And I recieved the Decended EP. It sounds great.

Current mood: Happy but Lonely
Current Audiobook: All Together Dead - Sookie Stackhouse by Charlaine Harris.

Bye - for now!

Another day, little news..

So, here I am again.. what to do, what to do.. I have gotton my new dvd; Xombie: Dead on Arrival. I'm really happy to have gotten it. Still need to pay my thanks to the person I bought it from of E-bay.

And Decended sended me an e-mail, the EP I orderd has been sent in the mail yesterday. Hope to recieve it soon.

But I cannot sleep at this moment. Just drunk a glass of white wine and going to bed in a few minutes. Going to the doc. tomorrow.

Still have no idea what to get my mother, who´s birthday takes place on the 15th of june.

And this would be all, at this point.

Love,

Aledawn

The vote, the birthday and the silly girl that feels alone.

So today, the 9th of june of the year 2010, we have elections. Just the boring stuff, and seeing I don't trust any politician, I have a feeling things can run out very nasty for us. But that doesn't matter at this point. I'm going out for a vote as soon as I get out of my work/work-experience thingy.

Further more, my "Sister-in-law" (I'm not married jet, so the sister of my boyfriend if you please.)Is celebrating her 16th birthday and I can't come to see her today. But I will soon - don't think you will ever read this but, Happy Birthday!

And then to the last of the headlines in my boring life - I feel quite alone the last few days. I have gotten no idea where it came from. Seeing how happy I should be, having a nice family, loving boyfriend, super sweet dog and nice co-workers. But I feel so left alone since a few days, that it even got me to be depressed again. Waking me up in the middle of the night, crying my eyes dry, falling a sleep again (Oversleeping the last 2 days) and waking up again, feeling like I died and was grieving over that. Maybe something to talk about with the psych. The only one that does not think i'm totally crazy, just broken. But this will sound like something stupid to others, who do think i'm crazy. But I just don't care. But to supress the lonleyness I am walking around with my iPod on my head for almost the entire time. (Exept now, cause i'm at work.) But I enjoy my audiobooks again so that's nice.

Well i'll type more soon.

Love,

Aledawn

Currentstats:

Mood:
Lonley


Audiobook:
Sookie Stackhouse 2: Living Dead In Dallas