On school and a bad, postive grade - horror movie mania

Great, another school day. I'm on my new keyboard. As seen over there ->

Alright, the two parts of the keyboard are stuck together, at this moment. My mouse is a long, thin bar. Beneath the keys. It's funny, yet at times it get's very frustrated. But it helps me and my illness.


I've secretly diced to work with more pictures in my blog. To cheer it up more. Make it interesting for the people who read this, except for myself. I mean this is going to be my online diary.


I had a test today, Dutch Spelling Style; got 5.6 out of 10. Barely passed. I'm very disappointed about this. But, as my teacher tells me, a pass is a pass. It does get my total down to a 5.8.. Not happy about that, and I can't redo the test.

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In further news, I have returned to my Horror Movie Mania - This means I want to watch as much horror movies as I possibly can. This far, since Saturday, I've seen 2 horror movies. Both of them were not really that excited.

First one I saw was Bride of Chucky: (trailer may not be suited for minors. I cannot be held responsible for any damage you suffer from watching this video.)

Second one I saw was Cabin Fever: (trailer may not be suited for minors. I cannot be held responsible for any damage you suffer from watching this video.)

I did thought the first one, Bride of Chucky, was funny - the second one, Cabin Fever, was not what I had expected of it, after seeing the trailer.

Tonight, however, me and my friend M. will most likely be watching:

The Blair Witch Project: (trailer may not be suited for minors. I cannot be held responsible for any damage you suffer from watching this video.)







I will keep you posted on this - tell you what I thought and what more I will be seeing.

A fall from the past..

"A life without my love, would be dreadfull. But who is my love at days like these. Why is it I cry, why do we die inside, just to be with that one person. Can we actually stay to our true nature or do we betray ourself? Nothing much about the world - 'I feel you and I fear you' - no, I love you."
 Mirrors of Ice


Ha - how did that sound? I still have no clue but seeing as it has been very long since I last worked on Mirrors of Ice (previously known as "Wedding From Hell") I decided to do up more inspiration. But then again, I usually get inspiration from heart-aches. Of which I have non at the moment - which may be good for my sanity, but is horrible for my writing. I need to find a way to combine love and writing.. Especially to write horror's of heart-ache and losses. Haha.. I just can't write when I'm happy. Maybe I can write two or three horrible gooey love lines - but that would be all. 


"Please, come back to me soon. I miss you already" etc. etc. etc. Those kinds of phrases.


Well I am going to once again focus on the past to be able to write - It doesn't matter that my happiness dwells for a moment under it. It will be alright again, tomorrow.


Love,


Aledawn

Life and Love don't mix together..

As I write this today, I have to admit that my life does not suck as bad as it used to. I have found a new victim, for my unwanted love. Though I have this strange feeling that in a way, we are growing apart. And we've just been seeing each other for about a few weeks (note, almost 1) - but still. Maybe it's just me being very weird and psycho about this - maybe it's true. I guess I'll have to wait and see... 


But in another way, to be understood that I'm kinda new to this - him that is. I wonder what he does when I'm not around, who he hangs out with (yep, a boyfriend who has actual friends).. I feel so strange on the inside - I still even havn't figured out if I am in love or not.. But I do care for him, feel strongly for him.


I'm going mad, writing this all down. So i'll leave it, for now, at this. I want to try and make more blog entries about him - let's call him J. so he does not get offended or anything. 


With lots of love,


-Aledawn