The vote, the birthday and the silly girl that feels alone.

So today, the 9th of june of the year 2010, we have elections. Just the boring stuff, and seeing I don't trust any politician, I have a feeling things can run out very nasty for us. But that doesn't matter at this point. I'm going out for a vote as soon as I get out of my work/work-experience thingy.

Further more, my "Sister-in-law" (I'm not married jet, so the sister of my boyfriend if you please.)Is celebrating her 16th birthday and I can't come to see her today. But I will soon - don't think you will ever read this but, Happy Birthday!

And then to the last of the headlines in my boring life - I feel quite alone the last few days. I have gotten no idea where it came from. Seeing how happy I should be, having a nice family, loving boyfriend, super sweet dog and nice co-workers. But I feel so left alone since a few days, that it even got me to be depressed again. Waking me up in the middle of the night, crying my eyes dry, falling a sleep again (Oversleeping the last 2 days) and waking up again, feeling like I died and was grieving over that. Maybe something to talk about with the psych. The only one that does not think i'm totally crazy, just broken. But this will sound like something stupid to others, who do think i'm crazy. But I just don't care. But to supress the lonleyness I am walking around with my iPod on my head for almost the entire time. (Exept now, cause i'm at work.) But I enjoy my audiobooks again so that's nice.

Well i'll type more soon.

Love,

Aledawn

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Mood:
Lonley


Audiobook:
Sookie Stackhouse 2: Living Dead In Dallas