All right, so today, for me, is the beginning of Autumn. 1st of October. I havn't posted my feelings and thoughts here. But I did wrote something, somewhere else. And decided to place it here.
It's called Life as we know it, and here it is.
Ever wonder.. what will happen to us if life as we know it ends. I know the awnser. But are you willing to listen to my adivce? Cannot tell you the cost of my advice. But if you are interested I recon you listen to the following. Everything you know is about to change. I have experience in this department of thought. But have you? Lets discusse the price before I awnser all your questions. No i'm not talking about money. Money will not gain you anything. Money will not teach you lessons you need to learn in life in order to get things straight. Money will only get you greedy. Once you have more money then normal, you will feel a two desires. The spending desire, you can buy stuff you don't need and after a few days or weeks it's worthless and you'll regret it. Then kicks in greed, it rips your soul apart because the moneystack in the back of your jeans is shortening. You will do anything for money. Maybe even steel for money. We do not want that. Allright - how about uhm, let's see here. I know.. how about love. But love cannot be honest if used as method of payment so we'll leave that one out to. Your life is worthless to me because I allready have one. I also think you are better having your own life.
You know writing this makes me feel generous so I'll let you off with a bargin. Use this advice to teach others who need it.
What will we do when life as we know it changes or even ends. We adept a different life or lifestyle. One we may not like as much as the old one, but one that will get us trough. Even so, it will be hard on you. It was on me. As long as you have the will to fight you'll find a way. I know I did. Even without him. I fought and I changed my life; again. This is what we do everytime something happends that changes the way we have lived our lifes for so long. Someone new comes along, a new love, a child or a pet. Something goes; a car, a bike, a house or even a friend. Something dies; a pet, a neighbour, a lover, a family-member or a friend. These things take time to adjust to. And life changes. That is hard. Especialy the bad things are harder then the good things. But it are those things that make us strong. And it is okay to feel depressed and cry for a while. Aslong as you can raise your head and be a better person. If you keep saying no-one loves me... did you look in the mirror? If you love yourself others will love you to. Not everything goes as you plan it. But take your time to learn from them. Do things slowly and watch movies all day long for a change. Make yourself feel better. You will see that even then, when life changes as you knew it. You will come out a stronger person.
Please remember my terms of payment and use this to make people who need it feel better. Feel better yourself and help others feel better so that they can feel better and you will see that when life changes, it's not the end of the world.
Take care, be kind and love yourself.
Love,
Aledawn
